went to the store for a few more essentials aaand i spotted a tim drake funko pop. it was pretty cheap at five bucks, so i thought i might as well. he's super cute.
the allergies are rolling in, man. i'm hecka sleepy. it's so dang cold no matter the season. went out the store and it was freezing like a mf. still is. 
i'm so schmad, bro. i've been having an awful past few weeks and it is ruining my productivity. i need to fix my media page severely because i have watched quite a few things and want to post.
i could stare at something deadpan, saying absolutely nothing, and be in complete love with whatever it is. truly. i think that can be hard for people to, like, accept. i might smile initially, but the expression dies quickly. i always think that maybe people believe i'm just being polite.
it's not my birthday. this part between the 28th and the 1st is all i got, though. my birthday time never feels real. i've had a few wishes already to which i responded politely, but i can't say i'm particularly happy.
kinda hate when people ask me what i'm gonna do for the day 'cause i rarely do anything. often it doesn't even fully register that it's supposedly my day near birth.
went to the store, but it was closed for remodelling, so i went to 7/11 instead. it was so weird 'cause i haven't been there in a long time — a few years now. they have self-checkout, and it actually looks clean.
cute leon to soothe my troubles
anyway, i have a power station now, but my laptop is gross and i really want a new one. a little chromebook with a smaller battery and usb c charging. sighh.
i'm not a, like, fan of any specific kpop groups enough to do the photocard thing, but i needa start blinging out pics of my favourite characters tbh. it was pretty fun. ended up turning it into a plumbob in my custom sims loading screen. gotta figure out how to fix the bg's size, but it's nearly complete. uh, photopea rocks. shout out to photopea and davinci resolve. i love using DR for anything but video editing. such as making images or gifs. which i just learned you could do. and photopea's really good for that garbage bevel and emboss.
trigger warning: major lack of commas and horrible nonsense
unfortunately, i can't even post any screenshots yet because i can't take any screenshots. i'm not sure what's wrong with my game, but when i press the steam screenshot key nothing happens.
why i haven't done anything here for another week: i've been working on this minecraft food mod the entire time :oP
woke up with my earbud out. that's not too unusual. i turned and came face to face with the o-ring of my plug. oh no.
"bear, how can you make a mod but not use /execute commands?"
🔗 find the tutorial series here
always thought i'd be cursed with needing to make a mod for custom foodstuffs, but i was wrong! today marks the day i successfully made a custom food datapack for a slice of pizza. this is great because i love custom food in minecraft.
i have two or so new pack ideas and i gotta make sure to make them for both phone and tablet this time. hoping to get them done in a reasonable time. my ipad needs a refresh.
i've been super into making unnecessarily small stuff. idk. it's cute and fun. i like playing with limited space.
recommended big time if you like side projects to practice your coding and you're not completely satisfied by what there is to offer in terms of websites and programs. having your own curated space is downright enjoyable and enjoyment usually makes daily life at least a little better.
been practicing top down pixel art on and off cause i love games where you can customize homes. the furniture is so cute. i wanna make my own content, but i've got a ways to go.
you ever finish work and your brain is still movin' a hundred miles per minute? feels like it's on a treadmill, but your body isn't goin' anywhere? i always feel like that after i clock out.
css is out to get me. i'm sure of it.
if it's broken and everything is actually out of place.....yikes 😸
looking at this after just buying my groceries, a lap desk so my laptop could get air and i could sit up properly, a new gas stove so i could cook again after a nice incident that i won't detail, and other necessities... bruh moment. litchrally can't afford it unless i want less than $400 in my bank acc.
regardless, i still need to use it. so, i decided to open it up and investigate the overheating issue. turns out, there was a big ass chunk of dust beside the fan. the thing looked like a small sponge.
i cleaned the fan itself since there were clumps of dust between the blades and dusted everything else over just to be safe. turned it back on and it turns out removing big sponges of dust from your fan actually works!
the stove is a touch larger than i wanted it to be. the pots i have are pretty small, the one i use the most being only four and a half inches or so wide. it sorta fits. i don't wanna buy another pot T_T. the one i use less definitely fits, but it's just a bit tall for my typical uses. i prefer a smaller thing when i want to quickly make myself a drink.
Mark & William
"I know, okay? It's not like I meant for things to go sideways," Mark's voice called from behind William. The latter walked away without so much as a glance back, his stride quickening with each word. He made no effort to clear the path for the workers walking around him, his clenched teeth and lowered brow sending each of them scurrying off down the hall.
"Whether you planned to screw things up or not is irrelevant." He couldn't believe he was having this conversation, but the stillness of the closed club left no room to mishear. A part of him wished Mark hadn't waited to speak to him. If he had heard those same words while the floor was packed and the music was too loud, maybe he would've been a little less pissed. "The fact is that it happened. End of story."
"You can't just—"
William spun around, a sharp glare in his eye as he stared down at his younger brother. He always put their turbulent relationship up to sibling shenanigans, but every dimwitted action the raven-haired fool made during the short operation of their club had set him on the edge. "I can. Don't you tell me what I can and can't do. You're axed. Go home, Mark."
The younger man straightened up, his lip quivering as he swallowed. "You can't be serious. Will—"
"What the hell did I just tell you?" William's expression bittered, his lip raising in disgust. To think that this man was his own kin. It would take several glasses to digest it all, but it would have to wait. "Go. You'll receive your last cheque, but you're not coming back here."
y'all... idk what the fuck Mark did, but yeah. 
which one is right for my ideas?
most of the games i think of are similar in style and how they would play. it's always a 2D pixel style, either top-down or platform. so, sonic and mario or games like SDV and pokemon.
i wasn't sure what to do with my sitemap thing, but i had this dumb idea to make my 'map' a cute pixel house. 'cause why not, y'know? i spent a while in libresprite working on a top down pixel for my house exterior and interior. after some time i realize...
i've made a few blog pages so far and i want to link them without adding more buttons to my sidebar, meaning i'll likely need a sitemap. how cool is that? one thing needs another thing. this site is straight up feeding my project cravings. as a creative who jumps from project-to-project and goes at my interests with an obsessive edge, i'm very much reveling in this development. :o]
i've been working on this site on and off for the past week or two and it's been a blast. i've re-learned a lot of html and css throughout this little project. i'm still kinda bad at it, but i'll get better eventually.