whether or not i'll finish anything is always up in the air. never a guarantee, and that's gotta be okay with me 'cause sometimes you just can't force it.
that said, i've been itching to do a ttrpg again. i decided i would make my own system(s) years ago because while i love RPGs and DnD (from a spectator's POV), getting into the big boy Dungeons n Dragons is just too much for my peanut brain.
i could spend a long time reading up on all the rules, making cheatsheets, or whatever else, but i'm lazy. and lazy bear is not the same as "ok, i give. i won't play". it means that i must develop my own thing from scratch. is that even considered lazy anymore as a lot of work goes into that? i'm not sure.
regardless, i have practiced. i started on little systems multiple times. lost most of the original one i made to my own, crappy computer. i haven't lost the second one, but i don't want to get my journal out of my bag (which is less than 1ft away from me at all times...), so i gotta make a new one.
i don't have to, but i will.
my short term memory is crappy, i'm bad at math, and — yeah, that's it. a big game with big rules and big other stuff is not great for me. anyone standing beside me should wear an 'i'm with stupid' shirt.
so, developing my own game that's simpler and smaller is my best bet. there are plenty out there to play, but i like having something to work on (if this site isn't evidence enough).
went way off track. it started solid, but i got mixed up in making different creatures for it. they were decent designs, but it kept me from properly developing the mechanics. i got so sidetracked that i started making an entire species.
it's a cute species that i'll definitely keep, but it distracted me too much. all in all, i fudged that version. when i start this new one, i am banned from creating hella creatures and species. it cannot happen. my main focus will be my campaign, mechanics, and funability.
will i ever get through this and make something well-rounded? who knows! i sure don't, and that's okay.
tbh, i just wanted to make this devlog page. it's nice. finally did something new!